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lilt (verb)

my leo
my love
i'm writing this whilst watching the sun set above
my tube carriage and my journey's just begun
but the blues and the pastels and plums
can hardly compare to you
lilt (verb)
to move musically
my leo you make me dizzy
since i first saw you i fell in love completely
you're a vision
an artistic decision
you walked into class and started a tradition
of being wonderfully intimidating
your ideas are intriguing
and i have a hard time believing
you're anything less than brilliant
the clouds are getting thicker now
deep dark and mesmerising
unsurprising
limerence (noun)
the state of being infatuated with another person
your cancer moon pulls back the curtain
of hedonism, luxury and perversion,
i joke
you may as well be an earth sign because you keep me grounded
and i surround myself with crystals for protection
but magic flows from your fingertips
like our taurus
and when tasks may seem laborious
you make them sweeter
and softer
like your words
and your shirts
the world is your convert
a king amongst men
the future comes quick but
my leo you'll do great things by then
and you'll do it all with class and grace
staring injustice in the face
with those eyes we share
around you, my leo, nobody can compare

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