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august seemed full of promise

love

and sincerity

yet already 

the days move too quickly

for me to keep up

and communicate

genuinely

i want the heat to consume me

and take me with it

when it leaves

sending me somewhere better

for my skin to touch the sea

someone to share my bed

and hold me gently 

all i've done this summer

spring and even winter

is write endless poetry

about moments to go back to

without sense or practicality

do you ever think of me?

you're in my thoughts 

consistently

you dance through my mind

 so beautifully

i don't want to give up on august

nor give up on you

so i'll give it one more morning

one more coffee

one more moon

and hope everything comes together

the way it was supposed to 

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