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eight pm

eight pm
the district line
i'm watching all the trees go by
as the sun sets on my cheeks
sneaking into my eyes
everything is warm
and lovely
i can taste wine on my lips
and feel it in my heart
it was only a glass
or two
enjoyed over food
with friends 
now everything is rosy
sitting here quietly 
on this empty tube
it finally feels like summer
after an uncomfortably eternal june
and as i close my eyes slowly
i wonder,
if everything will be back to normal soon

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