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sunday morning

 nothing feels more lovely
than a sunday morning
window ajar
soft rain on the glass
the smell of wet grass
creeping through the gap
half-awake
eyes hazy
body warm
time eternal
and gentle
and oh so blissful
this moment is revolving
around the hand that i'm holding
the world outside is grey
but inside this room is golden
everything a shape
i can hardly make out
anything other than the closeness of your mouth
to mine as we sleep
in perfect solitude
on this lovely sunday morning
that i hope never ends
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