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you were the first person to make me a playlist

 i wish i had more beautiful things to say
my mind is full of beautiful things to say
everything seems so much nicer than it did yesterday
and i don't deny that you've had a part to play
in this rosy tinted glow
but I've got no proof to show
because i cannot get the words out
you understand what i'm on about
my poetry feels lackluster
compared to yours,
it's difficult to comprehend
how someone can write so wonderfully
and speak so wonderfully
and be, so wonderfully,
 my puffy eyes
and running nose
are the antithesis of composed
and yet everything is so much nicer
than it was last week,
in this hour
in this second
beauty beckoned 
itself unto me
through you,
sitting on a swing set
at sunset
showing me your favorite songs
and one's that reminded you of me
i was yours entirely
in that moment
looking at the stars
that i rarely get to see
and you kissed me so carefully i thought you were scared
you asked me if this was okay
if i was okay
nobody had ever asked if i was okay
like this before
i told you i was sure
that i'd never been so sure
we walked back hand in hand
to that triangle house
we said goodnight
and try as i might
none of it will leave my mind
 you made this city better
so take this as a love-letter
like the moon writes to the sun
on the canvas of the sky
every morning and every night
all manner of things feel right
when i'm with you
so all there is to say
is that everything is so much more beautiful
than it was yesterday
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