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ebullience (noun)

ebullience (noun)
bubbling enthusiasm
your passion knows no bounds
i know how cliche it sounds,
but you're the smartest girl around
and soon you'll be world renowned
because of your hard working dedication,
and that sneaky virgo placement
that i know you hate but girl, let's not debate
your ascendant gives you eloquence (noun)
the art of using language in an apt, fluent way
art is an understatement
you create masterpieces with the things you say
how you represent and portray
novels, critics, and plays
in this industry you're here to stay
you're planted
feet firm and strong
with intellectuals is where you belong

your thoughts are not surreptitious (adjective)
kept secret
you speak your mind like a scorpio
a tongue to clash against our leo
through your moon your personality shows
or does it?
so secretive after all
unwavering, unshakeable
unbreakable
is what the world sees of you
my angel you work so hard
and i try see things from your point of view
none of this is new
since you know how much i love you
and any of the hardships you go through
i'm there
my hardworking gemini
the strongest i know
not much longer to go,
my love
until you reach the end of this road
until you're a feminist scholar
known across the globe

you've given me confidence
some ebullience of my own
my capricorn heart may lack emotion but for you
it beats with every endearing word
thank you,
(and i know you kinda love your virgo
really,
i'll keep it secret between you and me)

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